Saturday, May 28, 2005
i'm n0t in e go0d mo0d!
everyb0dy sh0uld kn0e when m0i temper turn t0 100 degree, i will turn a go0d tin t0 a bad tin.
went t0 c0mpany t0dae.
mr jacks0n was e speaker.
TIMES MAGAZINE~
sumtin pass thru m0i mind.
tat dae went t0 eat r0ti prata wif papa, m0i fwen c0r mie n sae wat i 0rder TIMES MAGAZINE.
fun arh!
hen qia0 h0r!
nbm.
after e pr0gramme.
went t0 1st flo0r, mr nigel held a meetin wif us.
0gay!
i ji ta0 dun kn0e wat t0 d0.
reali!
after mr nigel meetin, papa c0r mie kpkb. t0ld him i went t0 study. sae wat m0i mama keep c0rin him.
ji ta0 SIAN
t0ld selene jie, she asked mie t0 g0 h0me.
reach c0mpany 0utside c0r m0i mama n kan!
FARK!
u kn0e i will b g0in h0me late!
n wat!!
i ji ta0 kan her, I'M N0T G0IN T0 STUDY AGAIN.
i'm under al0t 0f pressure.
1. o lvl
2. elect0ne 0rgan [mr tan wan mie t0 take m0i exam durin next yr march] 4 m0re s0ngs t0 d0 still have impr0visati0n, hearin, ch0rds n all tat.
3. taekw0n-d0 [i wan t0 c0ntinue! reach black belt ler. i dun wan t0 st0p halfwae!]
4. family members [nag nag nag]
5. c0mpany
sh0 mani tins i need t0 d0.
was t0kin t0 irene, she sae if i c0ntinue like tis i will g0necase 1 dae!
everyb0dy wan mie t0 study.
h0w t0 study, when i have th0se types 0f fwens.
i already l0st t0uch wif m0i sec fwens except saz.
remember tat dae i went back t0 m0i sec sch.
actuali i ti0 suan l0r.
n0w i kn0e tis fwen 0f mine de true face.
was like.
nbm.
everyb0di sh0uld kn0e.
i'm a quiet ger. n i sit there listen nia.
infr0nt 0f teacher she suan mie l0r.
she said aiya m0st 0f them in ite lia0, 0nli sumb0dy still at a sl0w pace.[tat sumb0dy ish mie]
if u r mie, u heard ler will d0 wat!!
i treat m0i fwens t0o go0d ler isit?
1 by 1 climbin 0n t0p 0f m0i head.
when i quarrel n neber t0k t0 huixian, she ish e wan hu change mie fr0m a bad ger t0 go0d ger.
i neber expect tat she will sae tis t0 mie l0r.
YES! i regret. i neber g0 ite. reali reali regret.
after finishin m0i N(A), g0t tink 0f g0in t0 ite.
bud everyb0di sae ish a waste 0f time, u must well c0ntinue t0 o lvl.
i dun wan t0 b s0ft hearted t0 sum 0f m0i fwens ler.
all de true face reali appear infr0nt 0f mie.
i cant find a pers0n tat i reali can t0k t0 ler.
i sae 1 tin t0 ur, ur cfm sho0t mie back.
if i c0ntinue like tis, n ur keep sho0tin back.
u tink e next time will i tell ur again?
ANS : N0
i'm cryin i'm cryin.
i'm hurt. seri0usly hurt.
i wun f0rgive m0i fwens easily ler.
ur have e heart den dun like tis l0r.
tink 0f u n tink 0f mie.
if i treat u like tis, u like an0t?
N!
DUN EVA ASK MIE ABT BGR AGAIN.
I T0LD UR LIA0. N0W 3/4 0F M0I HEART ISH G0NE.
HIDE HERE HIDE THERE.
G0T FATE DEN B T0GETHER.
IF N0 DEN LIKE TIS.
I DUN WAN T0 GET HURT N HURT N HURT N HURT.
EN0UGH 0F M0I 0WN PR0BLEMS LER.
I WUN TRUST ANYB0DY EASILY AGAIN LER.
I DUN WAN T0 WASTE M0I TIME.
0KAY!
ST0P ASKIN MIE BGR.
IF HE G0T E HEART DEN HE WUN B LIKE TIS N0W.
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s0rie guys.
i'm reali reali upset ler.
give mie time t0 rec0ver fr0m all tis.
i'm seri0usly injure again.
let mie cry.
i dun wan t0 hide in m0i heart.
ish terrible f0r mie.
mayb i wun b bl0ggin tis few daes??
__ i wanna b ur ger foreva @ 1:33 AM
