Wednesday, April 20, 2005
st0ry~
they were in sec 3, he was a NCC cadet and was pushing forward for a UDI place. he was so focused for NCC that nothing interested him other than dat, and spending time with his NCC buddies. he was in a new class, meeting new girls = ) , but as far as he was concerned, he was not thinking of any relationship with any of the girls. and it was like NCC all e way for him...
she, was in the same class as him, she did not caught the attention of him, but leave a impression dat she is a loud girl with a lot of friends. he did not know much of her. only knowing dat she is from band.
time flies, without a doubt, they did not talked too much. Only once, he recalls. they were talking abt the OBS trip. and wad to do, wad to bring to there. and time flies again, they chatted for like 3 hrs straight.
sec4, a year had passed, or say wasted. he was the same tall and big guy. but now, he had another hobby, basketball. likewise, he did not notice the tiny little girl who is at the front of the class. he was usually at the back of the class, having fun (nothing sexual ), hitting each other with Today ( we rolled it) and make loud noises. his form teacher was bothered by it and he made them seperate. he was told to stay in his place, while his buddy, move to the front and surrounded by girls. he was surrounded by girls too, and didnt liked this special arrangement to change seatings because he felt that the move only seperated he and his buddy. sweet times, he loved his life at the moment. carefree ( sry, he was not bothered by O levels shit), and fun...
she, on the other hand, was as chatty as usual. she was always talking to her group of friends. and her grp of friends talked to he and his buddy once in a while. they had a small class, 10guys, 20+ girls. once, after a parade training. he passed a stinging remark abt band and her group of friends was angry. he didnt care much as he felt he was speaking the truth and he did not say 'band sucks'. she did not talk to him, while he did the same thing too.
their form teacher booked a chalet and they, together with the whole class, went for it. it was fun, most of them stayed overnight. he came later than his classmates because he went out with his irc friends dat time. until the day, they did not talked a word but the ice melt during the chalet. they talked after a period of cold war. he went to bball with his buddies and her group of friends went too. ohh wait, before dat, he was doing barbeque for the class, but the 2 chicken wings were like so chao ta. but it was eaten too, he's suck in cooking. he started to talk to her. and they sat quite close and some of their classmate joked about it and all, and was even cool enough to let their classmates take a 'zhua jian' picture of the two of them.
the next day, their class had a couple of photo taking. and wad he remembered clearly was how, for the first time, she lied on his shoulders for the photo-taking. he remembered it.
she was often mentioned as 'tou fa hen xiang de ren' by him. he loved the smell of her hair. and was not afraid to tell that to his buddies. nothing unusual happens, until he made his move. it was nearing the dreadful o levels.
he asked her out for a movie. but she rejected it, saying her father would not allow her to have fun while the o levels are reaching. feeling a bit sad. he asked another girl out, and some other girls too... IT WAS HIS FIRST WRONG DECISION IN HIS LIFE WHICH HE STILL REGRETTED IT. the girl was her friend, as they were in the band and as you all know, uniform groups tend to have better relationship as they went thru thick and thin, just like he and his buddies.
the girl agreed to go for a movie. he was asking the girl out just as a friend. as things came, he did not handle it properly, and he made another mistake. he flirted with the girl.
she finally agree to go out wif him, there are times they went out to study together. and he put the hand at the back of her shoulder and they were so close to each other. all the while, he was not the type to go on a hot chase, it happened passively and slowly for the him. he went forward to hug her on one of the occasion of self study. and they became a couple.
things din go on as smoothly as they wished. he was always jealous when she saw her talking to her guy friends, her kor kor, her junior. basically anyone who is a guy. shortly, his 3rd mistake came by. he went to the girl again, just because he was angry with his girlfriend. he knows its wrong, but...
he was labelled a jerk in school when ppl know abt it, the girl was aggrieved, his girlfriend was told by her friends dat she better leave him because of such a jerk he is, and how he and his sweetwords managed to bring him dat far. he was condemned by the group. and he truely regretted it and no matter what he is doing now. he deeply regrets at what he has done. bringing heart wrecks to the girls he was friends with. his buddies did 0ot know much abt it, as this was kept a hush-hush matter.
she, was sad as well. but she did not leave him because of that. she loved him, and she knows he loved her as well. and just because of the chance. he got a chance to prove to her dat, he was not just looking for a girlfriend, not just any girl. but a girl, who had stolen his heart away because of her attitude and her inner self. (also a bit because her tou fa hen xiang).
the girl, understandingly, hates him. but he was sad because his mistake cause two people to break off their friendship. he had never got the chance to say sorry to the girl. even if he really got the chance, he wouldnt know what to say either. he knows that it is like escaping, but he had no other choice, ways to approach the girl for an apology because of he knows how deeply hurt the girl is. ALL CAUSED BY HIMSELF.
she stayed with him for more than 3 1/2 years now(i nearly typedhours). although there is a on off period where they broke up during the point of time, they managed to recouncile because there is still love, between them. which comes to the next point, HE IS WITH HER BECAUSE HE TRUELY LOVES HER, NOT BECAUSE OF GRADITUDE OR WHAT-SO-EVER BULLSHIT.
HE TRUELY LOVES HER. periodno matter what happens. = )
nice ma?? kan t0ng h0r?? = D
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