Friday, April 08, 2005
hais
sad ler.
m0rnin was hapie n n0w sad.
c0s just n0w i saw a guy walkin d0wn at e 0ther blk.
ish him??
i dun kn0e.
feel like givin up him ler.
i'm seri0us tis time.
i wait n wait.
waitin fer u t0 step rite infr0nt 0f mie n st0p mie.
bud hais.
cryin ler.
mayb i tink t0o much??
sumtimes he will appear infr0nt 0f e 0ther blk.
hais.
i trust m0i 0wn eyes.
i wun sae anytin.
m0i eyes will b m0i witness.
n0b0dy can b trusted.
t0ld m0iself f0rgive n f0rget.
bud cant f0rget all e tins.
= ( ~
give up h0pe.
i'm hurt i'm hurt.
cryin n cryin.
hais.
tml g0nna wake up at 4+ t0 prepare.
h0w i wish tat i can busy n busy e wh0le dae like last few daes.
haiss.
janice t0ld mie t0 tink e rite wae.
tink bu lia0.
still tinkin e wr0ng wae.
she tink tat he wan mie t0 n0tice him.
if n0t, he wun b d0in sh0 mani tins.
hais.
eg. tue de private c0r.
I DUN KN0E!
i n0tice him beri l0ng ler.
m0i eyes ish m0i witness!
i dun wanna sae 0r sh0ut.
hais.
n0 m0od lar.
g0 slp ba.
meanwhile smsin wif janice.
m0i 0nli fwens wh0 can help mie n0w?
haiss.
__ i wanna b ur ger foreva @ 2:49 PM
